We've just about reached the finish line!
With the arrival of 2013, comes the realization that this is Trevor's year, Trevor's MONTH. The countdown ends in TWO WEEKS. This is just crazy.
Time has gone slowly (especially in the beginning) and fast (especially NOW), pregnancy has been easy (especially in the beginning) and hard (like, NOW). I'm having a hard time expressing into words my feelings, fears, excitement, nervousness... I'm trying to focus on the task at hand and be calm. He's got to arrive somehow, someday, right? So, it will do neither of us any good to worry and fret.
I'm trying to think of his sweet face. What the heck is he going to look like? I hope he looks like my handsome hubby with dark hair and a cute smile. Imagining what he looks like and the type of baby, child, man he will become lights my days. Jeff and I usually talk about what kinds of sports he will play (naturally). I have settled on the fact that he will actually enjoy playing chess and reading books. Maybe I will let him be in the marching band, but there is always fear for injury here as well. In reality, sweet Trevor, you'll have Mom and Dad wrapped so tightly around your little finger, you'll be able to do and be whomever you want.
So, until then, 2012 has been great. I started this amazing journey with my little man and now I'm looking forward to what comes in 2013 when he's actually here. I am truly a blessed lady!
